等待

我宁愿别人等我
我也不喜欢等待的感觉

别人等我
我至少知道他在那儿了
我确定他存在

我等人
他是否会出现？
他是否承诺约定？

不告而别

waiting for you

不懂答案的痛

打进心里的痛
不懂答案的痛
冷入心扉的痛

谁能理解？

呼天呼地
只有自己知

寻寻觅觅
你们在哪儿？
家人们等着你们的消息

不留答案
不留线索
家人们痛苦的心情
你们忍心吗？

好好眷顾你们的家人
239首诗
你们看到了请回复

他们无助
他们悲伤
他们寻找答案
没有答案的日子
他们怎么过来的？
天天都是折磨的日子

看见照片，心都碎了

他们对你们的期盼
加油好吗？
等着你们给答复

一个人

Alone
Walk in the rain

一个人
吸着只有自己的二氧化碳
待在只有自己的空间

走在走廊上
只听见自己的脚步声
两面墙好像要把我夹紧
狠狠地让我死去

加快脚步
回到了
还是一个人的房间

熟悉的声音
只不过是格格不入的影子

想念了不应该想念的他
窗外的街灯
再次翻起了我对他的回忆
一页一页狠狠在翻着
没有回应

留下的只有心痛的泪水

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SyQ-0JOF1Qk

I Dreamed A Dream Performed by Anne Hathaway - Les Miserables 2012

[Fantine is left alone, unemployed and destitute]

[FANTINE]
There was a time when men were kind
When their voices were soft
And their words inviting
There was a time when love was blind
And the world was a song
And the song was exciting
There was a time
Then it all went wrong

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high
And life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving
Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, no wine untasted

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hope apart
As they turn your dream to shame

He slept a summer by my side
He filled my days with endless wonder
He took my childhood in his stride
But he was gone when autumn came

And still I dream he'll come to me
That we will live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed.

# This is a kill people song

 the pain that i can feel just want to kill me 

# This melody fly into my ears where

 i am on the street at night

#Nice Performance.. Awesome

灰色世界

乌云密布
似乎我身边的东西
一个一个从我身边离去
一个个要从我身边带走

一开始是水瓶
思儇姐姐送的白色tupperware
说好要好好清洗它了
怎么不让我好好清洗？
为什么要离我而去？
一去到英文班
去到熟悉的桌位上找没有
放学后，直接跑去sk3 ,人有在上课
又走去sg dua gate bus stop
又没有。。。只好走路回到Tekun

接下来是
把书包留在庆滨车上
还流浪到惠茗房间
麻烦庆滨特地送回来给我
真不好意思
回到直接倒在邻居房间睡着

今天最严重
就有不祥预感
我还特地回头看了下
还有什么东西漏掉
结果是手机留在车上
打也打不到给司机
直接飞去留言信箱
打我自己的电话又没人接听
自己房里没有熟悉的旋律

习惯了它们的存在
没有了它们
我的生活就是空虚
天空一片灰色

我一直坚信
我的水瓶还在sk3
昨天亲自到sk3 搜寻
一无所获
空溜溜
什么都没了